i took a very long time to get used & get over this and now im almost over it.
my mind must have been poisoned or something; while a part knows that sometimes what other people do too much of are generally speaking useless & destructive to their lives and they will probably regret in the future. but i also happen to think actually if i become like them its not too bad.
except that i already chose. and theres no way to try to stick to the same thing and still try to live the way of life of these people.
back to the first sentence. i already got over it and chose to stick to the same path. so i better make sure i travel the whole distance. though it comes with a bloody 300SGD entrance fee, subject to changes.
i’m looking forward to waking up in the morning to this :)
Reminds me of Minnesota… Laurie
its like that outside my window right now.